Opening up

It has been very difficult for me to accept the truth. I didn't want to believe it. It couldn't be true. Una Mama doesn't do that to her kids. Especially not when she supuestamente suffered so much to become a mama. When I was first told that una mama doesn't do that I was in shock. Mi mama did. But when I became a mama I was out of my mind. I thought que I would do the same thing to my son because that was all that I knew. It took me almost two years to figure out that that is not so. When I learned that I was pregnant otra vez I was devistated. I was just figuring out this maternidad thing, now with two! And when the tech said the baby was una niña, I broke down until my daughter was born. The minute I held her I knew. doesn't do that. That means that I don't have Una Mamauna mama. But I am una mama.
I will help my niños learn and develop. Yo no los lastimare. I will not make them lie to anyone. I will make sure that they are feliz and healthy, curious and compasionate. Mas que nada, I will teach them that love is free. If ever anyone tells you that they will no longer love you if, I will teach them to run from that relationship. The price of love does not inflate. Papa Dios said that love is free and He should know. Afterall, He is love.