Changes

I like change- as long as I am in control and I feel safe. (Probably 'cause I was locked in the  house for so long) I get bored easily so, as I get more comfortable with the internet, I'll be making changes-constant changes. 

I've started my life, learned to make my own decisions.

About Me

I am trying to find the good in life. I am working toward being an accomplished young woman, mother, and wife.

Friday, September 29, 2006

Busy and depressed

O.K. I'm going to try this once more and if it doesn't work I'll wait until we get internet access again. My DH canceled internet access because we had technical problems and the operators were extremely rude and honestly there is no reason why we should have to put up with that.
On another note, more and more people are starting to agree with me that mi mama is not all there and that that's the reason she does what she does. So, I've got a few Dr. Appts lined up. These docs just know that I need to know what happened and that I won't give them permission to look up my med records. There are too many lies in ther and sincerely, I don't think even I could remember or even try to sort out the truth from the lies.
One of those appt is to a psychiatrist. Hopefully he'll diagnose everything right and I can use his diagnoise to prove that...that...she made me sick for her own pleasure...and that no one did anything...because they didn't want to deal with her. It was easier for me to deal with her buy saying yes to everything...everything.
Okay, on a much brighter note-because I have two babies and can't fall back into depression. I am trying to finish my skirt and am going to start working on a jacket for my DH and if I finish it on time will enter it in a crochet contest for men's wear. Wish me luck!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Don't get depressed. I read through your blog and I can tell you're a good person. Los problemas de tu mama tal vez te habran afectado, pero son sus problemas. You are the survivor, and I do hope that you get the help you need to deal with the pain.

Iva is a beautiful little girl, and it shows how loved she is.

Be strong, para ti, para tus hijos y para tu esposo. Suerte!

Anonymous said...

Glad to see you are back ... I was getting worried.

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