Common

I've always told my DH that normal doesn't exist. So I am feeling very common. I have a job interview tomorrow at 10 a.m. and I am loosing it. Yo se, its okay to feel this way, but for some reason its making me want to retreat, hide, run. But I won't. Tomorrow I'll get up, make breakfast and get my babies ready, I'll pretend I'm driving Dani to the bus stop, drop off my babies with my dad and stop at the interview as if I was going to run any other errand...pretend I'm going to the craft store or the hardware store to buy wood for a dollhouse. This interview was totally out of the blue. My Dani works at the restaurant sometimes and the owner asked me if I'd like to take over the administrative part of it. My dad and my Dani were here and they're like "take it, it'll do you good to get out of the house." Then Dani says, "take it so that you can spend your money at the craft store." That made me laugh and in that spirit I called him and said I'd meet with him tomorrow to talk it over. I am just hoping to make it through the interview, much less actually taking the job. Pretty much I'd be doing what I am already doing here for my DH's and my small business, nothing new. Just I'll be in an office instead of my living room. I know that it will be fine I just need to stay calm.
In trying to stay calm I started two baby afghans because I needed to work with bulky yarn instead of thread and baby weight and pluse, I needed to not have to think, just do. I stopped the first 'ghan because I acutually ran out of yarn 3/4 of the way through. Did that in an hour and an half. That's how desperate I am to remain calm.
Last night I worked on knitting and have about an inch on a smaller weight scarf. That is much harder than my size 13 needles. Everytime I felt like throwing in the towel I'd look at the pictures of the patterns in the books I have and told myself that soon I'd be making that. I actually kept on just because of that.
I also finished an unexpected hat for Daniel. He was upset that I finised the blanket for Getzemani and haven't started on his so I made that in the mean time. I want to start his blanket on Fri. This week I'll be working on... work-how redundnt-and Iva's 'ghan. She seriously needs warm blankets and I don't want to buy them! I also want to make a bunting outfit before it gets colder. Oh,and I promised Dani gloves this summer...not for summer!...but I said it this summer and its getting cool!
I need a better list one that can be updated easier than my pad and paper.
Anyone have any ideas?
Now, to bed.